i can split the atom of a molecule.

when irony and sadness clash.

Sun, 24 Aug 2008 16:53:48 GMT

I know I haven't updated in a while and for that I apologize. I need a way to get out.. My dog went missing a few days ago and we have searched far and wide and until today when Chris woke me up I still had hope.. He came in the room yelling that there are about 50 vultures in the neighbors yard eating what he thinks is Belle (my dog). I went over and looked and to my surprise, there she was.. right under our noses. I can't help but think what if she was just laying there for days hurt and couldn't move and we didn't notice at all.. The neighbors grass is as high as my knees so it's not easy seeing such a site until an obvious monster points it out for you. She was the life of this home. When someone would come home she would jump on you and make it known that she loves you and missed you and now all of that is gone because we didn't notice. I think my other dog, which is her son- knows and he has always been low key but now he is worse.. The only fun he had is when they would play together and now I'm afraid he will never experience that again. Most people are telling me I am stupid for feeling this bad over a dog; I call it human, I call it sympathy, I call it a family's loss. This is the worst and I don't know how to get over it. I cry when I see animals being hurt in movies and what not and when it comes to my own.. I just don't know. I can't stand this feeling.

Rest in peace Bellie, we love you.

more good stuff uploaded..

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 04:05:15 GMT

at my deviant art page.
here. :]

oh lawdie..

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 02:27:18 GMT

oh boy!

deviantart.

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 21:08:22 GMT

mo' brushes
download if you'd like. :]

vogue.

Tue, 08 Jul 2008 03:25:07 GMT

gah, i'm too lazy to upload the others, that's just a few..

and besides that i've discovered i have coccidinia.. i think that's how you spell it. it sucks, i broked my ass. :[

oh no she di-unt.

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 01:29:06 GMT

i know, i fail at posting regularly.
idk, sue me.
haha full post sometime within the next few days.

shut up and let me go.

Tue, 24 Jun 2008 02:37:21 GMT

i don't have anything to post about so i'm just going to shamelessy promote a community i post in, which is fan-freakin'-tastic.. struck mkay now join. :] thanks.

sleeping lessons.

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 19:55:17 GMT

yesterday morning christopher's mom came over and brought his(/our) nephew; riley and isn't he the cutest little boob you've ever seen. we went out to eat and then hung out here for a bit.. i swear i have hundreds of pictures of him on my phone and he loveloveloves taking them. anyway a few days ago i started my ~diet and i've been exercising alot.. i think i'm going to make a separate journal and document everything i eat, what and how much i work out, and what i weigh everyday. i don't know yet if i'll add people on it but i may if you would like to be added.. blah i need to get back into shape ASAP.

jenny, i got your number.

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 03:26:08 GMT

so today chris and i were fighting quite a bit so i have a massive migraine right now but i am bored so i'm trying to ignore it and still post.. btw we're all better now.
blah after arguing and what not we went out to eat at the cheesecake factory and on the way home, we were on i4 and a car by us was for sale and had the phone number on it and we decided to prank call the guy, at first i had it on mute but a few seconds later i took it off mute and said "i see you" and hung up ROFL well he called right back and i let it go to voicemail and our voicemail is a jokester one since we're both jokesters and it's chris saying "thanks for calling the law offices of martel and kemp, leave your blahblahblah etc.etc." well not literally i just don't feel like typing the rest of it out. anyway the guy i GUESS didn't here me at the end of the call and thought i was trying to buy his car. wow boring huh? yeeeah. that's all, nothing too interesting really happened today.

fin.

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 16:49:42 GMT

yahuh~!

coughing colors.

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 03:17:12 GMT

so chris comes home from work last night and surprised me with a sony vaio, whhhhhaaaat. i was so happy - he's so sweet. i was up until four am transfering programs onto it and the three that i really want, the cracks won't work and dial up is teh suck AGH.
we woke up this morning with a mission.. to get an edge card; so we went to walmart and their deal was pretty crappy so we called up at&t and here is what the guy said after putting us on hold for ten minutes, us hanging up, calling back and him acting like nothing happened: "oh yeah, it's zero down, sixty dollars a month and it's unlimited!" WOOO GREAT DEAL! we get to at&t, sit there through processing for hours and suddenly he shows us what our bills will look like and what not - and with tax and such it comes out to almost eighty a month.... and the first month is 140. we're like aghh i guess that's alright and then TADAAA we have to pay 170 for the card. OH and it's 5 gigs, not unlimited. W T F you moron. so we left after sitting there for hours and consistently being lied to. gah i'm just kind of in a "blah, fuck you" mood. oh and not to mention we are almost broke from the laptop so i can't fix my shitty hair. wah-nder-ful.

warioware.

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 01:23:33 GMT

i think i'm addicted.. no, i know i'm addicted. :x

everything has a beginning.

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 01:20:43 GMT

and this is mine.